Who am I? Adult Version and Child's Version

Am I a name a label, am I what I do? I am conscious. I am thought. I am aware. I am the observer. I want change, but the question is how. So, what can I do and who am I? Only through a collective can change come. One is not enough for I am just a piece to the whole so really who am I? Ponder and ponder the observer asks, how can I be the change that is necessary to change the beliefs that I have formed about my life? The doubts that I have. All the ideas and chatter that I have formed and molded since I was a child. How do I just be me? Where do I go? Who really am I? I know what I need but really who am I? Since the beginning we at one time or another pondered these words. I know that life has meaning. I know that we are all connected to this collective consciousness and that I am a small piece of the divine, but I feel isolated and alone, unfulfilled in this massive undertaking. I am the observer and so are you. The hard thing is to stay quiet and go within and let the mind chatter of mine and others go. Somehow, I take on everyone’s challenges and it is depleting me, so again I am really wondering who am I?

Childs Version

I am happy in wonder of these whole new experiences. Who am I? I know I have a name. I can prepare for an education, a vocation or career, friends, loves in life. The hurts and falls, but really who am I? I am little now full of giggles, laughter and silliness. I am the adventurer in a world of love and play. I am learning along with others. Some are great. Some comes with tears. I stay happy and I have my breakdowns too. When I wake in the morning I look forward to the day and how the ways of change unfold. So, who am I?